Monday, November 23, 2009

Christmas in Brazil

I have never celebrated a christmas in Brazil, it is the one time of year I get to go home, but I do spend the build-up to christmas here in the heat. The christmas lights are already up in the streets, our classroom is decorated and trees stand in peoples' house, but somehow it just does not feel like christmas is coming. I associate christmas with cold cloudy days, frost and snow, bare trees, people wrapped up in thick coats and scarves, wearing boots.

Today was like most days, clear blue sky, sun shining brightly, the heat at times suffocating. People walked the beach and pavements in shorts and vests, sunglasses protecting their eyes and flip-flops on their feet. Today was hot and it will only get hotter as the weeks pass, come christmas day it will be difficult to leave the cool shade of the house, except for early morning and evening. I can not imagine what it must be like to spend christmas in this heat. I discovered the other day that like us Brits, the traditional food on christmas day is turkey, however it is not served with roast potatoes, vegetables, stuffing, sausages, bread sauce and gravy but instead, rice, beans and farofa (floury side dish), and for pudding ice cream!

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Christmas is coming

In five weeks time millions of families around the world will be sat round freshly cut pine trees covered in lights, baubles, beads and tinsel, whilst desperately unwrapping the brightly coloured packages that lie beneath it boughs, the smell of roast turkey in the air. The scene is the same in almost all countries round the world but we each have our own traditions, I know my family does.

Christmas is important in my family as it is the only time of year that the whole family is together, mum, dad, my two brothers, my sister and me. Having all left home at 18 and now living in different counties and even countries it can be difficult to get all siblings under my parent's roof. We all look forward to christmas and the few days we get to spend together, all 6 of us. Christmas eve is all about preparation, cutting vegetables, making stuffing, wrapping presents and delivering them to those that live in the neighbouring towns and villages.

Christmas day arrives and I awake hoping to see snow, with no curtains on the windows of my bedroom it doesn't take long to find out if my wish has come true or not. I share a bedroom with my older sister and whoever wakes first wakes the other, we like to spend these first moments of the day together. I am 27, my sister 31 and my brothers 29 and 23 but we still wake to find stockings by our beds. My sister and I open ours together, we always have about 10 presents each and we can usually predict what they are, but that is what we love about it. At the bottom of the stocking we can always find an apple, a tangerine, chocolate coins and 1 real pound coin. Having completed the stockings my sister and I climb out of bed, wrap up warm and head straight outside into the bitter cold, thanking our mum along the way. Ever since I was a little girl there has been dogs in our family and our first priority on christmas day is walking them. The countryside is always still in the early morning, but the quiet is soon disturbed by our three beasts that run and play in the cold frost or wet snow. As we approach the house once again we see mum in the field feeding our two horses, both of them wrapped up against the cold, standing knee deep in fresh, sweet hay.

Back inside and it is all in line for the bathroom and turkey in the oven. As the smell of roast turkey slowly seeps through the house we head to the sitting room to unwrap the presents that lie beneath the lit tree. The tree is put up the week of christmas to avoid the needles dropping before the big day, it reaches the ceiling with ease leaving only just enough space for the fairy which sits on top. The branches are laden with beads and baubles of reds, golds, oranges and yellows, the small discreet lights twinkle on and off. The tree sits in one corner of my parent's living/dining room, but we prefer to open the presents sat round a lit fire, looking out of the floor to ceiling windows over the Eden valley. It is my favorite place and my favorite moment.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Seasons

I really miss the seasons of Europe, spring, summer, autumn and winter, they are all so different. Spring with its morning dew that hangs to the blades of grass and drips from the trees like rain drops in the early hours. Bunches of bright yellow daffodils clustered closely together, trumpets open and petals swaying in the breeze. Strong tulips standing by their side of the brighest colours. These are followed by bluebells, lavender-blue in colour, bell-shaped flowers that delicately hang in numbers from one stem. The foxgloves stand tall and proud, beautiful purple flowers speckled with white. Many shrubs that stayed green all winter begin to flower, lilacs of many colours with graceful butterflies resting on their numerous flowers. The ground scattered with specks of white, blossom that has fallen from the fruit trees yet to bear their load. Some of the tall trees above still look sparce with the small green buds just beginning to open up, others are already in full bloom, a rich green that we only truly see in spring. The spring air is filled with bleeting as young lambs run around fresh pastures, finding their feet for the first time.

Summer brings a rise in temperature and longer days, daylight until 8 o'clock in the evening or even later. Sunny days spent on the beach, people sat on the sands behind windbreakers, others walking the promenade, children building sand castles or paddling around in rock pools, net in hand searching for crabs. The sea water cool on the skin, even in the middle of summer, music plays from the ice cream van that sits near by. Those in the cities laze in green parks underneath large trees reading books, on blankets sit families enjoying picnics, children kneel by the lake sides throwing small bits of bread to the ducks that glide on the water, others run holding tightly onto coloured kites. In orchards, trees are ladened with fruit so heavy that the branches might break. By late summer the fruit begins to fall to the ground and bruises as it hits the dry earth, bees and wasps swarm around as the fallen fruit rots. Days without rain gives farmers the opportunity to work in the hay fields, cutting, collecting and bundling the long grass, a sweet smell in the air.

Autumn and the wind begins to blow. The leaves still hang on the trees, but what were once green now turn yellow, orange, red or purple. As they drop from the trees they glide towards the still dry earth, here they rest upon other leaves that are already brown. Children run down tree lined streets, knee-high in crisp, dry leaves. The leaves crunch beneath their feet, the children with arms full of leaves playfully throw them at their friends. In playgrounds children stand opposite one another, each holding a piece of string attached to their prized conkers. It is a sport that requires preparation and as children walk home from school they keep their heads down, eyes searching for the green spiky shell that can be removed to reveal the nut. Once home with pockets full the work is not done, the hard brown nut is placed in vinegar or painted with nail varnish in order to harden it, ready for school the next day. By the end of autumn most of the trees are bare and the air cool.

Winter is cold and we all eagerly await snow, no matter what our age. As we wake in the morning and pull back the curtains we marvel at the soft, white, untouched blanket that covers all. The air so cold it takes our breath away is not enough to stop children from pulling on their thick coats and wellies and wading out of their houses, pulling sledges behind them. Down hills they slide, screaming as they go, friends stand on the sidelines throwing snow balls. In the garden of nearly every other house stands a snow man, body of snow, eyes of coal, a carrot nose, twigs for arms and dad's scarf wrapped around its neck. The highlight of winter is christmas. Cold outside but warm inside as the fire roars and the lights sparkle on the freshly cut pine tree, presents sit underneath. Turkey roasts in the oven as families sit and watch films or old favorites that pass each year. The odd board game is played, wine drunk, the queen makes her speech then slowly the heads begin to drop as one by one we drift into sleep. I always hope for snow on christmas day, however it never stays very long and when it melts it leaves behind a dirty slush that ebbs away to show early spring flowers begining to break through. The delicate white snow drops and hardier purple crocuses keep close to the ground, the first sign of colour after a bleak winter.

It is over two years since I last saw spring, summer and autumn in England, I only ever return in winter. Here the seasons all seem to run into one, barbecues burn and the sun shines nearly all year round. Even in the midst of winter it is possible to wake with the sun rise and step onto the beach in a short sleeved t-shirt to be met with a full sun, blue sky and not one single cloud. We are approaching summer here, it is hot. I walk every night on the beach after dark, and walking tonight I could still feel the heat in the air, like that of an English summer day. I could smell rain in the air and then I saw the lightening strike on the horizon, it is going to rain tonight. Living in a place where the sun always shines can get too much and I look forward to making the trip home in five weeks. It is always strange going from the intense heat to the bitter cold and for the first week in England I will suffer as I did last year, but it is worth it.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Sink or swim?

I did not start this Blog with the intention of writing about my work, I write mostly about Brazil as people always ask "what does Brazil look like?", "what are the poeple like?", "where have you travelled to?" However work is a large part of my life here, it occupies most of my time and my thoughts and is in fact the reason why I am here in Brazil, so it seems only right to write a little about it.

I arrived here as a newly-qualified conductor, to a project that had been operating less than six months. I was, by my own choice, thrown in at the deep end and it was a case of sink or swim. I had so much to learn in my first year, I started working alongside another conductor, but within six months I was on my own, sole conductor of the Project Com Amor, and that is the way it has stayed for the last two years. At university I had many mentors and a large support system of other students and conductors, I was never alone. But I found myself straight out of university and my own boss, not everyones cup of tea, but it worked for me. Along the way I have learned so much about team management, I have a team of professionals all with different experiences and qualifications, each one vital to enable success of the project, each one a friend.

In the short time I have been here I have worked with more than 20 families from all over Brazil, each one compassionate for my work and courageous to trust in a profession about which they know little or nothing. Each parent or child I meet I learn a little more and make changes to both my professional and personal habits. I am I teacher, I teach my students, but all the while I too am learning.

During my time here I have designed furniture, designed room layouts, chose wall colours and fixtures, assessed and re-assessed students and staff, designed and redesigned programs, visited students schools, given lectures and workshops, planned social events for those associated with the project and more. I have done many things in a short time, I had to learn fast and the experiences I have passed will help me in my future plans. Speaking to a fellow conductor friend tonight we make plans to meet for the first time and for me to observe her work. When she asked what I hoped to see and do, I reply that I want to watch and learn, I know I still have so much to learn.

I am pleased to say that I did not sink, I swam and still am swimming, each day with a little more ease.

P.S. Thank you Susie for inspiring me to post on my Blog today, even though it is late and I, like you, am tired.